HAPPY NEW YEAR - PART 1

It is only 1 day to go for New Year..and I am sitting here at my desk wondering how 2017 treated me in each facet of life. How rightly people say- time flies! This year is also gone by leaving behind several memories- good and bad, both. Never thought 2018 would come this early, however I am all ready to welcome it with many more new wishes, hopes and aspirations. Every year, each one of us go through many ups and downs. Having said that, oftenly we sweep away and neglect the reasons, and a positive outcome we get indulged into any small or big event of our lives. Every phase we go through has something or the other to teach us and give us a learning for life, so that we do not repeat it again and thereby become a better version of ourselves. Before biding goodbye to this year, I want to confess my blunders that I made and equally want to be thankful for all those people and situations in my life that came around to help me see a true picture of myself and making me become a better person than who I were.. 

TO BE CONTINUED......

#TO LET GO

Let go of what doesn't matter anymore
Let go of past, let go of worry 
I loved you once 
you ditched me twice 
Let go of what doesn't matter anymore 

Let go of your pain 
because that's just in vain 
Things don't return back
and memories only bother momentary 

A scare is there on the mind, on the heart 
to remind you of bad romance 
Let go that memory, let go that scare 
Let go of what doesn't matter anymore 

Live in present and dream of future,
for past it has nothing to do with today 
Let go that past, let go that time 
Let go of what doesn't matter anymore

Love is sweet, love is honey 
Love that breaks your heart
Let go that love, let go of that feeling 
Let go of what doesn't matter anymore 

Friendship rules the world 
but you ruled my life 
If I could had you the time I was alone 
Let go that expectations, let go that presence 
Let go of what doesn't matter anymore 

I Hate You

Never suppose to end up,
the relationship I adore the most
Inside me, the communication stand still
Ignorant of all, with a snap of fingers emerged the historic mess
Walking off my way...
just when I started to believe in Us
No more second thoughts served in the plate of parting roads
I hate you only to love the soul 
Apparently you hated me in real world

Breathing is easy, not living I say 
I live dead alive right now 
Those broken pieces of my heart unheard- unseen
You left with screaming 
leaving me mute in pain forever 
Suffocation breathes inside, tries to break the monotony 
Usual happens every break in time 
Silence is over and words don't sound 
It wasn't meant to over this way 
Perhaps unexpectedly it does, surprising two of us with distance again 
Always feared with unwelcoming surprises- 
this one's worst, may it was a dream 
However, can't be self bluffed, I accept you are- Forever Gone 

Jaana Na Kaahe

Tum wahe, main wahe 
Par woh waqt kaha se lau jo guzar chuka 

Pyar aaj bhi wahe, aur khayal bhi 
Par woh lamha kaha se lau jo jee ke mar chuka 

Jo sath guzare the pal 
Wahe guzre hue pal kaha se lau 

Mulakate, tadap, aur junoon aaj bhi kayam hai 
Par phele jaisa mahol kaha se lau 

Din char din beethta ja raha
Par woh guzzra hua saal kaha se lau 

Aaj bhi wahe dastak tumhare 
Par woh unsunni aahat kaha se lau 

Wahe raasta, wahe modh aaj bhi mukammal jahaan 
Par wahe MAIN, aur wahe TUM kaha se lau 

Quote

'While they captured memories;
I lived the moment' 

I Am A Proud Girlfriend

Years and years went by, unnoticeable, unheard..From the times I haven't known you, till date still haven't. I lived with you every day and yet never came across you. So many hindrances, provocations kept you away from taking a clean breath.. every morning knocked at your door unwanted unwilling; received and invited 'em all. Never grumbled or questioned on self but got through it all alone, standing still and sane.

Sometimes I ponder Are you a human or above? With broken hopes and bones you decide to never let it go down. Hidden inside innumerable frets and fears, none shows on your face; like smiling for ever is your only Truth. A two feet man I say, or more; you work like a horse with complete altruism and determination. Certainly you do justify the meaning of your name; by the wisdom and intelligence you make it a spectrum of love mark and prove it all. Unaware, unknowns-black blind are those and myself who could not see the authenticity underneath the skin of your vessels; very blatantly, not who are born dysfunctional!

No, not a blessing this time I may say, yet no doubt I've gotten you as in the form of my God Mother. What more I say I wonder about you, you have been my tool of strength, that's for sure I know. With such shattered tyranny and affliction anyone may have collapsed by now; the reason you aren't, collaborates with the nature of love, and glad you are again a happy soul smiling wide at the reflection of your success and a fair win.

You are a beautiful person, I ought to repeat it often, your Only presence is a motivation to many wandering vagabonds living dead here. I know that's not the end of the story, way far off needed to be walked on, building thousand houses of dreams in the room of a small heart, putting every step forward in miles to go beyond, where no looking back is ever your cup of tea. Mustering bits and pieces of Paper and sweat you achieve the desired mansion one day is the belief I have of you, just hold, look and view. I'm so honoured to say am so proud of You! ❤