Silence

Why do I feel deceived
Like some negativity has captured over me
Am I pushing myself too much to be nicer
Or I am running away from the unrevealed reality
The better you are becoming, the worst has been thrown outta me
Is this only my illusion
Or things really getting teared apart
I seldom feel detached from the very idea we mutually build up
And what image I form gets distorted with our bitter actions
I have known you for years, yet there lies an uncertainty in being a man of righteousness
Awkward are the times when emptiness and pin drop silence begin to penetrate deep into me
And things I wanted to hear are kept unsaid