Jaana Na Kaahe

Tum wahe, main wahe 
Par woh waqt kaha se lau jo guzar chuka 

Pyar aaj bhi wahe, aur khayal bhi 
Par woh lamha kaha se lau jo jee ke mar chuka 

Jo sath guzare the pal 
Wahe guzre hue pal kaha se lau 

Mulakate, tadap, aur junoon aaj bhi kayam hai 
Par phele jaisa mahol kaha se lau 

Din char din beethta ja raha
Par woh guzzra hua saal kaha se lau 

Aaj bhi wahe dastak tumhare 
Par woh unsunni aahat kaha se lau 

Wahe raasta, wahe modh aaj bhi mukammal jahaan 
Par wahe MAIN, aur wahe TUM kaha se lau 

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'While they captured memories;
I lived the moment' 

I Am A Proud Girlfriend

Years and years went by, unnoticeable, unheard..From the times I haven't known you, till date still haven't. I lived with you every day and yet never came across you. So many hindrances, provocations kept you away from taking a clean breath.. every morning knocked at your door unwanted unwilling; received and invited 'em all. Never grumbled or questioned on self but got through it all alone, standing still and sane.

Sometimes I ponder Are you a human or above? With broken hopes and bones you decide to never let it go down. Hidden inside innumerable frets and fears, none shows on your face; like smiling for ever is your only Truth. A two feet man I say, or more; you work like a horse with complete altruism and determination. Certainly you do justify the meaning of your name; by the wisdom and intelligence you make it a spectrum of love mark and prove it all. Unaware, unknowns-black blind are those and myself who could not see the authenticity underneath the skin of your vessels; very blatantly, not who are born dysfunctional!

No, not a blessing this time I may say, yet no doubt I've gotten you as in the form of my God Mother. What more I say I wonder about you, you have been my tool of strength, that's for sure I know. With such shattered tyranny and affliction anyone may have collapsed by now; the reason you aren't, collaborates with the nature of love, and glad you are again a happy soul smiling wide at the reflection of your success and a fair win.

You are a beautiful person, I ought to repeat it often, your Only presence is a motivation to many wandering vagabonds living dead here. I know that's not the end of the story, way far off needed to be walked on, building thousand houses of dreams in the room of a small heart, putting every step forward in miles to go beyond, where no looking back is ever your cup of tea. Mustering bits and pieces of Paper and sweat you achieve the desired mansion one day is the belief I have of you, just hold, look and view. I'm so honoured to say am so proud of You! ❤

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'I can be a friend to anyone, but anyone cannot be my friend' 

In Loving Memory Of Mom

Mom is a precious word, an unique identity and a beautiful personality enduring all the commendable qualities which is untold and made naturally indispensable part of a mother's nature. She is a body of beauty and a soul of aura. Her smile is innocent as a child's lie, her eyes are watery as a drop of rain, her voice is sweet as of a hummingbird and her heart is gigantic as the ocean of love. She is no other but MOTHER. When the days are havoc and nights go without dreams, she is the strength in every downfall her children go through. Nothing is comparable to a mom's love and care, as a mark of power she stands in front of every mistake. Overcoming millions of grievances she makes sure her children smile over loopholes of stress and worry, taking all the blames on self she protects, covers and heals the injury. With empty stomach nights may have been like, not complaining for more, her food is watching her children sleeping besides. 'Pain & agony' is not the other name she deserves to be called, yet more than her comfort she longs for everybody else's. She ain't a thing to be complimented or a truth of mirror, her presence speaks more than just words, and her unconditional love in the absence. She never dies in the reflection of its memory, her perennial blessings are always alive in the heart of bliss and purity.

However her face turns pale and dull with time and age, her youth never gets old in the heart of her children. She forever shines bright day and night like that of a sun and moon, no wind could have ever been taken away from her original self. Strong outside yet soft like a flower she carries herself secretly with a balanced proportion. No one knows the mystery behind, sometimes mountain of rocks and other times bed of roses she symbolizes. She is God to her family, who understands everybody's need and yet withdraw herself against for any external greed. Considering peace and prosperity, she decides to remain quiet; trembling lips in fear, her unspoken words breathe and die. She has some latent expectations, like every other human, not demanding it primarily is what differentiate her from others. More than materialistic, she asks for immaterialistic fortunes, not knowing it apparently, a thought behind is more than a gift for her from her loving children. Bundle of sacrifices is she, or a joy of tear; some seen and many unknown are the episodes flash by, how hard you try to be at her place, it is always be less what you could deliver. Undoubtedly said, an ever lasting relationship, a strong human bonding and a positive persona if one could have is only with Mother. 

So, today is the day.. before the time runs out or the opportunity moves miles away, grab the chance, make most of it &; Greet your Mother special with whatever makes her happy and delightful. Sing songs in joy and dance with poise, making every moment memorable and worth cherishing for. Celebrate the day like it is a 'Festival Of Love' and keep up the zeal alive the same as today, yesterday and tomorrow. Feelings have no language barrier in expression and one of them says- You are Lucky !!

Miss you & Love you Mom! Xox 

That Painful Night

What is pain? A thought, a feeling or a memory? Something that leaves you in pieces, shatters your inner strength or even which depletes you until you bleed.

Pain has been felt and experienced by many of us;

Pain for gain

Pain for game

Pain in shame

Pain for fame; Or

Pain for loss

In a life's event, one goes through several good and bad times. Times of joy and contentment, and times of noise and sorrows. Someone truly said so it is not the physical pain that causes more suffering, rather mental.

That night occurred with an unexpected pain, not the pain that wasn't familiar to me but the thought behind it.

The first time when I was left in dilemma about which of the two mentioned was causing me more...

The former that is hit by an accident, seen in red blotches, cured by a doctor and healed by the God; or the latter which is unseen, unheard, suffocates inside and takes forever to heal and sometimes even not. In any of the case, the feeling is no good while the consequences may vary. If the physical hurt makes you cripple, the mental illness makes the mind paralysed. Both the stories are same and carry same amount of tyranny, then why the one is neglected and the other given more attention? I asked myself! Whatever may the reason be, in any form the human seeks for the positive repercussions out of negative inputs.

God doesn't make any insurmountable problem which a man cannot bear to face. But lack of patience and inability to fight against it in an accurate approach gives rise to pain and henceforth sometimes adverse conditions to come out of the web of agony that is created by nobody but ourselves. The feeling does not always has a negative impact but a positive outcome if taken in other way round. You may not hit back the stones thrown by people at you but you always have a choice whether to go in grief or build a 'temple of belief' out of the same.

It is said that nothing comes easy because we choose to make it difficult and complicated when in literal sense it is not. In every step of life, we have a choice and we consciously make a decision of choosing based on our belief systems, past experiences, current circumstances, the values we attain and principles we abide to.

Pain as a memory only recast it's feeling onto the present time. And we follow and adhere to the same route we walked in times before. However, a change in thought consequently brings a change in feeling. A feeling would have no definite meaning or existence without the utterance of its master 'THOUGHT'.

Thought & choice go hand to hand. Collective thoughts together makes our choices and different choices in different and every aspect of life makes up our thought to choose it and eventually lead to a decision to follow. Therefore, we say, choose wisely and think twice before an attempt to come into an action. Each one of us, good or either bad already prepares our own respective consequences to face at the very moment a particular action is being done. And to experiment with this, where our attention goes, energy flows and things grow! With this happy thought,

THINK HEALTHY-LIVE HEALTHY

See you all next time! (: 

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'People change, artists do not'