#TO LET GO

Let go of what doesn't matter anymore
Let go of past, let go of worry 
I loved you once 
you ditched me twice 
Let go of what doesn't matter anymore 

Let go of your pain 
because that's just in vain 
Things don't return back
and memories only bother momentary 

A scare is there on the mind, on the heart 
to remind you of bad romance 
Let go that memory, let go that scare 
Let go of what doesn't matter anymore 

Live in present and dream of future,
for past it has nothing to do with today 
Let go that past, let go that time 
Let go of what doesn't matter anymore

Love is sweet, love is honey 
Love that breaks your heart
Let go that love, let go of that feeling 
Let go of what doesn't matter anymore 

Friendship rules the world 
but you ruled my life 
If I could had you the time I was alone 
Let go that expectations, let go that presence 
Let go of what doesn't matter anymore 

I Hate You

Never suppose to end up,
the relationship I adore the most
Inside me, the communication stand still
Ignorant of all, with a snap of fingers emerged the historic mess
Walking off my way...
just when I started to believe in Us
No more second thoughts served in the plate of parting roads
I hate you only to love the soul 
Apparently you hated me in real world

Breathing is easy, not living I say 
I live dead alive right now 
Those broken pieces of my heart unheard- unseen
You left with screaming 
leaving me mute in pain forever 
Suffocation breathes inside, tries to break the monotony 
Usual happens every break in time 
Silence is over and words don't sound 
It wasn't meant to over this way 
Perhaps unexpectedly it does, surprising two of us with distance again 
Always feared with unwelcoming surprises- 
this one's worst, may it was a dream 
However, can't be self bluffed, I accept you are- Forever Gone 

Jaana Na Kaahe

Tum wahe, main wahe 
Par woh waqt kaha se lau jo guzar chuka 

Pyar aaj bhi wahe, aur khayal bhi 
Par woh lamha kaha se lau jo jee ke mar chuka 

Jo sath guzare the pal 
Wahe guzre hue pal kaha se lau 

Mulakate, tadap, aur junoon aaj bhi kayam hai 
Par phele jaisa mahol kaha se lau 

Din char din beethta ja raha
Par woh guzzra hua saal kaha se lau 

Aaj bhi wahe dastak tumhare 
Par woh unsunni aahat kaha se lau 

Wahe raasta, wahe modh aaj bhi mukammal jahaan 
Par wahe MAIN, aur wahe TUM kaha se lau 

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'While they captured memories;
I lived the moment' 

I Am A Proud Girlfriend

Years and years went by, unnoticeable, unheard..From the times I haven't known you, till date still haven't. I lived with you every day and yet never came across you. So many hindrances, provocations kept you away from taking a clean breath.. every morning knocked at your door unwanted unwilling; received and invited 'em all. Never grumbled or questioned on self but got through it all alone, standing still and sane.

Sometimes I ponder Are you a human or above? With broken hopes and bones you decide to never let it go down. Hidden inside innumerable frets and fears, none shows on your face; like smiling for ever is your only Truth. A two feet man I say, or more; you work like a horse with complete altruism and determination. Certainly you do justify the meaning of your name; by the wisdom and intelligence you make it a spectrum of love mark and prove it all. Unaware, unknowns-black blind are those and myself who could not see the authenticity underneath the skin of your vessels; very blatantly, not who are born dysfunctional!

No, not a blessing this time I may say, yet no doubt I've gotten you as in the form of my God Mother. What more I say I wonder about you, you have been my tool of strength, that's for sure I know. With such shattered tyranny and affliction anyone may have collapsed by now; the reason you aren't, collaborates with the nature of love, and glad you are again a happy soul smiling wide at the reflection of your success and a fair win.

You are a beautiful person, I ought to repeat it often, your Only presence is a motivation to many wandering vagabonds living dead here. I know that's not the end of the story, way far off needed to be walked on, building thousand houses of dreams in the room of a small heart, putting every step forward in miles to go beyond, where no looking back is ever your cup of tea. Mustering bits and pieces of Paper and sweat you achieve the desired mansion one day is the belief I have of you, just hold, look and view. I'm so honoured to say am so proud of You! ❤

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'I can be a friend to anyone, but anyone cannot be my friend' 

In Loving Memory Of Mom

Mom is a precious word, an unique identity and a beautiful personality enduring all the commendable qualities which is untold and made naturally indispensable part of a mother's nature. She is a body of beauty and a soul of aura. Her smile is innocent as a child's lie, her eyes are watery as a drop of rain, her voice is sweet as of a hummingbird and her heart is gigantic as the ocean of love. She is no other but MOTHER. When the days are havoc and nights go without dreams, she is the strength in every downfall her children go through. Nothing is comparable to a mom's love and care, as a mark of power she stands in front of every mistake. Overcoming millions of grievances she makes sure her children smile over loopholes of stress and worry, taking all the blames on self she protects, covers and heals the injury. With empty stomach nights may have been like, not complaining for more, her food is watching her children sleeping besides. 'Pain & agony' is not the other name she deserves to be called, yet more than her comfort she longs for everybody else's. She ain't a thing to be complimented or a truth of mirror, her presence speaks more than just words, and her unconditional love in the absence. She never dies in the reflection of its memory, her perennial blessings are always alive in the heart of bliss and purity.

However her face turns pale and dull with time and age, her youth never gets old in the heart of her children. She forever shines bright day and night like that of a sun and moon, no wind could have ever been taken away from her original self. Strong outside yet soft like a flower she carries herself secretly with a balanced proportion. No one knows the mystery behind, sometimes mountain of rocks and other times bed of roses she symbolizes. She is God to her family, who understands everybody's need and yet withdraw herself against for any external greed. Considering peace and prosperity, she decides to remain quiet; trembling lips in fear, her unspoken words breathe and die. She has some latent expectations, like every other human, not demanding it primarily is what differentiate her from others. More than materialistic, she asks for immaterialistic fortunes, not knowing it apparently, a thought behind is more than a gift for her from her loving children. Bundle of sacrifices is she, or a joy of tear; some seen and many unknown are the episodes flash by, how hard you try to be at her place, it is always be less what you could deliver. Undoubtedly said, an ever lasting relationship, a strong human bonding and a positive persona if one could have is only with Mother. 

So, today is the day.. before the time runs out or the opportunity moves miles away, grab the chance, make most of it &; Greet your Mother special with whatever makes her happy and delightful. Sing songs in joy and dance with poise, making every moment memorable and worth cherishing for. Celebrate the day like it is a 'Festival Of Love' and keep up the zeal alive the same as today, yesterday and tomorrow. Feelings have no language barrier in expression and one of them says- You are Lucky !!

Miss you & Love you Mom! Xox